no one to blame

I cry
I weep and there is no one to blame
there is no one to blame
I know there is no one to blame.

I weep
and there is no one to blame 
I look up
at the white plastered ceiling
I speak to it
Through it
"Take it away
Please."
There is no one to blame
My mother was sad
My father was hurt 
My grandfather too
His mother as well
There is no one to blame
I carry it
I weep
I love them all
and I weep
There is no one to blame 
Then I meet this adaptation of them
I’m hurt
I cry
I weep
He is not to blame
He is playing his role 
so gracefully 
-oh so gracefully-
and forgetfully
as we had agreed
as he had promised
He is not to blame
I chose him

I
To cleanse
To cry and weep
And to forgive them all.